So, it's been about a month since my last update. Been living in a cracker box room in a nice house. I can't see myself living here for more than 6 months. "Temporary" is the key word, here. My roommate is great. Just sucks living with others.
Brian. I'm focused and unfocused all at once. Normalcy is an interesting concept. Not "normal" in the societal aspect. I'm talking about the relationship aspect. He is definitely making life more interesting.
http://sagaciouspast.com/
Brian. I'm focused and unfocused all at once. Normalcy is an interesting concept. Not "normal" in the societal aspect. I'm talking about the relationship aspect. He is definitely making life more interesting.
http://sagaciouspast.com/
- Where Am I?:United States, California, Monterey
- How Do I Feel?:
pensive - What Am I Listening To?:SP
instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on
me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive
or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin
Today is my last day/night at my house. Everything is pretty much packed. Organizing and cleaning is all that's left. Picking up the truck at 10 a.m. tomorrow morning. Worried about the animals all getting along and the stress they have to go through in the process.
I got a promo and a buck raise yesterday.
Received 2 unexpected checks from 2 unexpected places.
Things are starting to look up.
I got a promo and a buck raise yesterday.
Received 2 unexpected checks from 2 unexpected places.
Things are starting to look up.
- How Do I Feel?:
hopeful
instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on
me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive
or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin
Packing is stressful. Simple fact. Packing up your life and moving it from place to place tends to take it's toll.
Taking this into consideration, I can only assume what I went through last night was affected by stress. Just when you think you have put your life back together and put the traumas behind you, you get bitten in the ass. The subconscious can be an evil entity.
Nightmare after nightmare last night. Kevin. Three hours of sleep, maximum. I feel a productive day coming on.
Taking this into consideration, I can only assume what I went through last night was affected by stress. Just when you think you have put your life back together and put the traumas behind you, you get bitten in the ass. The subconscious can be an evil entity.
Nightmare after nightmare last night. Kevin. Three hours of sleep, maximum. I feel a productive day coming on.
- How Do I Feel?:
discontent
instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on
me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive
or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin
I found another place. A blessing and a curse.
The blessing: One of my friend's from high school has a giant 3 bedroom house is Hollister. She is an amazing person and we get along great. Both single. Both a little crazy. Both fun.
The house is absolutely the coolest place on earth. All of the furnishings are 16th-18th century medieval, most authentic. Beautiful paintings. Great yard and a garden. I love it.
Curse: We will be sharing the house, but since everything is already beautiful and in place, all of my furniture and stuff will have to be packed away. All except for my bedroom. That makes me sadder than hell.
It's difficult to relocate, in and of itself, let alone putting all of your beloved belongings into boxes, not to be seen again for an undetermined amount of time. It's very depressing for me.
On the one hand, I'm happy, excited and looking forward to a new beginning. On the other hand, I'm sad, depressed and devastated to be leaving my home and my belongings to live with someone else.
This is a good thing. I should be happy. Right?
The blessing: One of my friend's from high school has a giant 3 bedroom house is Hollister. She is an amazing person and we get along great. Both single. Both a little crazy. Both fun.
The house is absolutely the coolest place on earth. All of the furnishings are 16th-18th century medieval, most authentic. Beautiful paintings. Great yard and a garden. I love it.
Curse: We will be sharing the house, but since everything is already beautiful and in place, all of my furniture and stuff will have to be packed away. All except for my bedroom. That makes me sadder than hell.
It's difficult to relocate, in and of itself, let alone putting all of your beloved belongings into boxes, not to be seen again for an undetermined amount of time. It's very depressing for me.
On the one hand, I'm happy, excited and looking forward to a new beginning. On the other hand, I'm sad, depressed and devastated to be leaving my home and my belongings to live with someone else.
This is a good thing. I should be happy. Right?
- How Do I Feel?: hopeful
instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on
me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive
or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin
So, for the first time in my life, I'm being evicted from my house. I complained repeatedly to the slumlord to fix all of the stuff wrong with this place. Therefore, they evicted me. No reason on their cheap internet-printed form why. So, assuming this is a retaliation attempt, I'm going through the proper channels to bust their asses.
Don't get me wrong. I do NOT want to live here anymore. The just cannot be allowed to get away with such treatment.
Fuckers.
The house hunt begins....
Don't get me wrong. I do NOT want to live here anymore. The just cannot be allowed to get away with such treatment.
Fuckers.
The house hunt begins....
- How Do I Feel?:
angry
instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on
me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive
or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin
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